Sometimes I write due to pain Sometimes I just sit down in the pouring rain I want to feel like a person again Not like I’m playing pretend So I can put the fake smile away Let a real one slip out right across my face Oh someday I’ll find a way Someday I’ll awake…
I’m here at HoH Paving the way for change Take those old TBI rules out to the shooting range Because on Tuesday we rearrange the game Flip the script so to say We are here in droves for this Day That we all call Headache on the hill Soon it’ll be time to celebrate Keep…
My neck has an axe in it My brain was hit with a hatchet I honestly feel like sh*t I never dreamed of it when I was a kid How could life end up like this? Like this? What does that mean? I feel insulted, I’m the king The king of what, listening and serving…
Happy New Year Have some holiday cheer Pull a coin out of your ear Make a child grin from ear to ear For the season of a clean slate is here We all made resolutions again this year So lets stand up and cheer For all our achievements last season here And for all the…
I’m writing up a storm today folks the story is since October my laptop has been making a funny noise. As many of you well know Apple fans or not it takes days to get a Genius Bar appointment, it’s like going to see your GP for a check up nowadays! You’d think they’d offer…
I’m really depressed cant get this pain out my head Seemingly going to end up dead Passing out from pain constantly banging my head It’s been a LONG time since I was off my meds I can’t live like this sitting in bed Getting up to work, then hitting my head on the shed I’m…
It took me a long time huh? To get back on this grind, ugh Why cry about lost time huh? All I can do is get back and write, tough Suffering cluster headaches all night, rough I’ll beat’em down for the millionth time, impressive huh? Living my life like Terrance Knighton, fighting on the line…
Hello readers, long time no articles huh? Yeah I needed time off to get myself together mentally through all of the pain and I am now doing far better. Not just mentally I am far better physically, I am even being sent to outpatient physical therapy! I have also completed my college degree, which is…
He who sits with shrapnel inside desires more and mourns Some doctors think it’s merely a pity party so they pop some popcorn We all know that’s no way to find optimism so lets drop the act and move on For that one really deserves some amount of scorn For he doesn’t treasure or value what he…
So a lot of you may not know this but I feel far beyond the help of a therapist or psychologist of any kind. I’d been seeing a great pain psychologist at Montefiore but she just always seems so caring and yet nothing can be done from that standpoint she’s never recommended going to a…
This is what I think during my migraines The complex thoughts that pass through my brain The whirlwind in my head penetrating my brain’s membrane Those of you pain free will think I’m insane But if you were to get an invisible illness and you’d think again I’ve always wanted to go…
I’m holding on for all my life Struggling with all my might Fighting against tears every night I honestly feel as if I’ve been in a fight So don’t blame me if I succumb to this ailment I’m just completely out of my element I want to fight for my own benefit. I need some…
Ok so last year I was all over the blog now I’ve slacked off but you all know I started learning how to advocate as a patient with my migraine blog right here. So I feel it’s my duty to do at least some Migraine Awareness Month posts for the Migraine Awareness Month Blog Challenge!…
When you are forced to cry out To scream and shout To squirm about As if you’re being strangled now How you react is critical now You need to up and BOOM BOOM KA-POW Suffering all of those illnesses back to back WOW He must have some real pain tolerance for a young wild man! …
Hi ladies and gentlemen, This post is rather long so feel free to skim it and come back to peruse at your leisure! As you can see I haven’t written in a while, though it isn’t without reason as always. It seems at times now my illness gets the best of me for longer and…
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